heavy
17.2.13 | 0 comments
I've lifted many heavy things :Dad's 6kg dumbell
mom's whole month groceries
my older sisters. . . er. . .
and some other stuffs.
I can lift all those,
hell yea I can !
and I wonder why I can't even stand straight trying to lift up my heavy heart
and it happens like. . . idk
when it comes to things that came from my heart, I can't take it agh idk !
idk !
even right now it feels heavy :(
and it's pounding like fucking hell hurting me
and it made me wanna throw a tantrum. . .
I WISH I COULD BREAK EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW BUT THINKING MOM WILL PRETTY MUCH GO BALLISTIC IF I DID SO I BETTER NOT CUZ SHE'S SCARIER AND I HATE HEARING HER NAGS !
*inhale*
I'm suffocating from. . . psychotic issues. . .
I wonder if my mental is all right. .
Fahada Nordin
