vexing
7.11.12 | 0 comments
I burden people with my self-created problemswhy can't I be a better person ? why do I have to complicate things ? why can't I be someone who people adore ?
I hide everything under these over do laughs
which made every emotions trapped inside build up as hatred and vengeance
I went around asking people their first impression towards me, i found out the majorities are that they first took me as : Creep. truth be told, I am.
I know how much no one can actually work with me, I'm a worthless piece of crap
hell no, I'm lower than crap
and I don't even know what's lower than that, I'm a fuckin nothin
fuck yea, I'm nothin. at least, crap is something
I'm a pathetic bitch. so pathetic, makes myself wanna barf
yea, Fuck you reality.
pathetic ? well, fuck you for being. . . whatever !
Fahada Nordin