I wanna run away. and live on my own. wonder how I'll turn out if I do so.

I'm not happy. well if you ask me, I'll always have never been happy.

ugh fuck this. I always grieve over every single misfortune that happened to me.

why ? 

they say that a person who has everything except for love is the most sad and lonely person.

yea, I don't know who 'they' are but I've heard it sumwhere. so, I guess I felt that I don't have enough love then ? exactly. I don't. oh, how sad a little life can be. BOOOO !!!

I'm a nuisance FOR GOD SAKE WHY AM I SUCH A NUISANCE ??!!!!

sumtimes I just felt like I wanna slit my wrist. I sumtimes sit alone, staring at my wrist while I slit my wrist with my nails. you don't know how the pressure hurts. especially when I'm in a black hole.

you know what ? 

how can I learn to love sumone else when I can't even learn how to love myself ?

OH HA-HA YOU ARE SO FUCKIN PATHETIC, FAHADA

SO FUCKIN SAD AND LONELY. YOU HAVE NOTHIN AT ALL AND YOU'RE NOTHING.

you may not see how I am or what I'm doing right now but fyi, I'm screaming in my head while clenching my head like one heck of a crazy, depressed, psychotic maniac.

*aww help, I'm a damsel in distress. save me my hero, oh save me*

FUCK. AIN'T NO HERO CAN SAVE ME. ain't no hero want to save me.

I have this heavy thing in my heart. WTF IS THIS ???!!

Fahada Nordin

I wanna run away. and live on my own. wonder how I'll turn out if I do so.

I'm not happy. well if you ask me, I'll always have never been happy.

ugh fuck this. I always grieve over every single misfortune that happened to me.

why ? 

they say that a person who has everything except for love is the most sad and lonely person.

yea, I don't know who 'they' are but I've heard it sumwhere. so, I guess I felt that I don't have enough love then ? exactly. I don't. oh, how sad a little life can be. BOOOO !!!

I'm a nuisance FOR GOD SAKE WHY AM I SUCH A NUISANCE ??!!!!

sumtimes I just felt like I wanna slit my wrist. I sumtimes sit alone, staring at my wrist while I slit my wrist with my nails. you don't know how the pressure hurts. especially when I'm in a black hole.

you know what ? 

how can I learn to love sumone else when I can't even learn how to love myself ?

OH HA-HA YOU ARE SO FUCKIN PATHETIC, FAHADA

SO FUCKIN SAD AND LONELY. YOU HAVE NOTHIN AT ALL AND YOU'RE NOTHING.

you may not see how I am or what I'm doing right now but fyi, I'm screaming in my head while clenching my head like one heck of a crazy, depressed, psychotic maniac.

*aww help, I'm a damsel in distress. save me my hero, oh save me*

FUCK. AIN'T NO HERO CAN SAVE ME. ain't no hero want to save me.

I have this heavy thing in my heart. WTF IS THIS ???!!

Fahada Nordin