Hi. It's me again (obviously). I'm sorry I've been showing myself more often lately. and I know I'm fuckin annoying and pathetic in many ways. so many ways. I just can't help myself lately to come here and blog. I don't know where to turn to. yea, I know that when I blog about my problems here, it's highly public, which means anyone, anybody can read these posts. I don't mind. I'm not stating the name of anyone I'm trying to talk bad about. so, I don't think I've been doing harms.
I think I've been pissing people around lately. well, that's just the typical me then. HA-HA. *sigh* I don't know man. I don't know why I like to do so, so much. it pleases me in a very bad way. cuz by the end of the day, I'll be depressing over it. yea. that's the stoopid me. you guys are lucky you're not my roommate (or housemate). if you are, I think you guys will want to move out the very moment you saw me went psycho. I do have a problem, I think. my problem to be exact is that I can't control my anger properly. I tend to throw tantrum any random day. I'll be like punching everywhere I can : the wall, the bed, the pillows, the floor. like a real crazy person who went berserk : kickin and punchin. yep. *sigh* I am a psycho. the only way that could calm me down quietly is for me to write everything I felt at that very moment in a book. and I call that book : "book of curses". it's not like some kind of a spell book tho. it's just that, I curse a lot in that book. I curse in every fuckin way I can. and I suddenly pity myself rite now. *sigh*

p/s : my boyfriend gave me a ring today. HIS ring. and I felt bad for taking it cuz I'm the one who asked for it. but I appreciate it tho. really. I love rings. and I'll be wearing this always :) I'll treasure it always.



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Hi. It's me again (obviously). I'm sorry I've been showing myself more often lately. and I know I'm fuckin annoying and pathetic in many ways. so many ways. I just can't help myself lately to come here and blog. I don't know where to turn to. yea, I know that when I blog about my problems here, it's highly public, which means anyone, anybody can read these posts. I don't mind. I'm not stating the name of anyone I'm trying to talk bad about. so, I don't think I've been doing harms.
I think I've been pissing people around lately. well, that's just the typical me then. HA-HA. *sigh* I don't know man. I don't know why I like to do so, so much. it pleases me in a very bad way. cuz by the end of the day, I'll be depressing over it. yea. that's the stoopid me. you guys are lucky you're not my roommate (or housemate). if you are, I think you guys will want to move out the very moment you saw me went psycho. I do have a problem, I think. my problem to be exact is that I can't control my anger properly. I tend to throw tantrum any random day. I'll be like punching everywhere I can : the wall, the bed, the pillows, the floor. like a real crazy person who went berserk : kickin and punchin. yep. *sigh* I am a psycho. the only way that could calm me down quietly is for me to write everything I felt at that very moment in a book. and I call that book : "book of curses". it's not like some kind of a spell book tho. it's just that, I curse a lot in that book. I curse in every fuckin way I can. and I suddenly pity myself rite now. *sigh*

p/s : my boyfriend gave me a ring today. HIS ring. and I felt bad for taking it cuz I'm the one who asked for it. but I appreciate it tho. really. I love rings. and I'll be wearing this always :) I'll treasure it always.



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