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dear bebby dear
23.5.12 | 0 comments
um. . hey. . . yea got no mood today. . . suddenly actually
i was overwhelmed this morning but i'm feeling down just now. . .
s'okay lah~
tomorrow got 2 last paper left : sivik n PJ
not important so i dont wanna study~ no use studying these i think
well, Dear said he'll take me out after exam but. . .
suddenly he said he'll hold :( he was the one who's excited when i asked him the other day
he said we'll definitely go
but y ? y the hold up all of a sudden :/
did i do sumthing to change his mind ?
n i was sooo happy he texted me n we were all like :
i miss u this and that
n i told him i was super bored, then he said he'll stay with me n called me sayang
n i was. . . u know. . . pathetically overwhelmed
joystruck !
n so i told him that i luv it when he call me that
idk y he says he cant call me more than that. . . maybe n says "you know. . ."
i ask him know wut ? but he wont say n suddenly says he got sumthin to do :S
is this normal ? or am i just. . . being sumwhat paranoid. . .
the thought of me doin sumthin wrong is lingering in my head -.-
did i say and/or ask sumthin. . . wrong ?
its too. . . short
our conversation. . .
at school just now, he sit next to me n i wanna start talking n so i talked but he walk away after i ask him bout if he studied or wut
weird. . . the other day i didnt say anything we just sit there together sayin absolutely nothin but he stayed there n didnt walk away so. . .
wut's the deal man ?
ugh nvm. i'll just live my life the way it is then tomorrow. .

eeemmmm. . .
Fahada

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It's not that bad. I'll get through this.