i got the nerve !
16.4.12 | 0 comments
in about. . . 2 weeks or so. . singing competition(solo). . i'm in itngaaa~ haven't been to a singing competition for a long time. .
i got stage fright all over again. damn
well here's my main problem every single competition
==> song selection
can't make up my mind
but my teacher keep on asking me wut song i wanna sing that day
i need time uggh
so i submitted innocence -.-
i wanna take it back
pleaasseee i wanna take it baaack !
i changed my mind TT^TT
i know i've done that song before in kedah and wins but thats in kedah
this time its a hell other sitch
i'm gonna compete against other school singers
grrrr~ terrified
i'm not that good of a singer anyways
i think my voice is just so-so
i've set my mind that i'll have fun in this but still. . the thought of "wut if i didn't win ? :(" still living in my mind =.=
i haven't perform for sumtime now so. . i'm afraid i've gotten rusty at this TT^TT
wut if sumthing goes wrong when i sing that day ?
wut if i lost my voice that day ?
wut if i trip on stage ? well. . it could happen aite ? ~.~
wut if the sound system goes wrong ?
wut if my CD wont work ?
i'm doubting myself dammit
i'll hide exactly like this then ^ lol
Fahada ♥
